Poem From Jake
by Fur and Fantasy
PG-13 for M/M
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I look into your assure eyes, my love
And I see your love for me.
 I see the devotion,
 The affection
 The willingness to give
 The strength you have beyond all measure

But I see the pain too
 Of having to share my body
 Of not understanding my need
 Of the knowledge that no matter what you do
 It is not enough to win
 The one thing you desire most from me
 Even if it were mine to give.

I look into your assure eyes
And I wonder what you see in mine
The amber pair looking back at you

Do you see my love?
 The devotion I have to you
 Strong as any I have known

Do you see the calmness you bring to my soul?
 The joy in living I haven't known since my teens.

Do you see the pain I still hold from my past?
 Things I know you try to fix
 Things I wish you could
 Things that will destroy me one day soon
 As I have no way to stop walking the path they set me on

Do you see the fear?
 That I will loose control and hurt you one day
 That one day you see me for what I am and leave
 That when I am gone you will not remember me
 That I am only a good bedmate, nothing more
 Of what it will do too both of you if it is Pat that must kill me
 Surly you realize if I don't die as Razor,
She will be the one to end my life.
 Surely you realize that sooner, not later
My insanity will claim me
And it will not be a gentle passage
For any of us

But, my love ... do you truly see my love for you?

I'm not always sure why I write these things. I know all they do is hurt you. But I'm in too much pain right now, I need to know what I can not ask, what you can not answer.
I am sorry, and I will always love you my Rik.


Poem From Jake

PG-13 for M/M
Het Level is None
Slash Level is
Femslash Level is None
Herm Level is None

3 KB, Story is Complete, Series is Finished
Written May 2, 2000 by Rauhnee Ranshanka

Setting: SWAT Kats

Primary Races: Kat

Contents: Furry. Slash (M/M).

Pairings: Jake Clawson/Patrik Celest

Blurb: Jake writes a poem to Patrik when he's having a very bad day. From 'Concessions for Love'.

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