Poem From Jake
by Fur and Fantasy
PG-13 for M/M
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I look into your assure eyes, my love
And I see your love for me.
I see the devotion,
The affection
The willingness to give
The strength you have beyond all measure
But I see the pain too
Of having to share my body
Of not understanding my need
Of the knowledge that no matter what you do
It is not enough to win
The one thing you desire most from me
Even if it were mine to give.
I look into your assure eyes
And I wonder what you see in mine
The amber pair looking back at you
Do you see my love?
The devotion I have to you
Strong as any I have known
Do you see the calmness you bring to my soul?
The joy in living I haven't known since my teens.
Do you see the pain I still hold from my past?
Things I know you try to fix
Things I wish you could
Things that will destroy me one day soon
As I have no way to stop walking the path they set me on
Do you see the fear?
That I will loose control and hurt you one day
That one day you see me for what I am and leave
That when I am gone you will not remember me
That I am only a good bedmate, nothing more
Of what it will do too both of you if it is Pat that must kill me
Surly you realize if I don't die as Razor,
She will be the one to end my life.
Surely you realize that sooner, not later
My insanity will claim me
And it will not be a gentle passage
For any of us
But, my love ... do you truly see my love for you?
I'm not always sure why I write these things. I know all they do is hurt you. But I'm in too much pain right now, I need to know what I can not ask, what you can not answer.
I am sorry, and I will always love you my Rik.
J
PG-13 for M/M
| Het Level is None | |
| Slash Level is | |
| Femslash Level is None | |
| Herm Level is None |
3 KB, Story is Complete, Series is Finished
Written May 2, 2000 by Rauhnee Ranshanka
Setting: SWAT Kats
Primary Races: Kat
Contents: Furry. Slash (M/M).
Pairings: Jake Clawson/Patrik Celest
Blurb: Jake writes a poem to Patrik when he's having a very bad day. From 'Concessions for Love'.
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